Ahah, no it’s not. I’m still alive and writing this entry. But I’ve been in no mood since I couldn’t get internet connection 3 days ago. I got nothing to do and ate 3 apples and 2 pears in the morning just to make the boredom I felt at least gone a little. Yeah, like people always say, when we bored we get to eat something, not because we’re hungry, but because we’re bored. Just a great time that tomorrow I’m going back to college and this suxx a lot that I couldn’t get to internet and at least to say something to my friends in the game. =/
In these days (without internet), I watched 5 movies straight every day. Thank goodness there are bunch of movies in my laptop I copied from senior sister in my dome and from the cybercafe’s bro and still got a lot to watch. Damn I’m so bored without internet. Else what I did, I played with Photoshop and ended up making nice and happy-go-lucky wallpaper just suited my taste very much. I have many friends who are talented in computers like programmers and designers whom I learned so many things from them. Weirdly, I never meet them in real life. I knew them from this forum which we called as LG (totally not the brand name a.k.a Life’s Good) and we were like family there. Basically, it’s all about hacking site. But it turned out me still hanging out there because I got to meet great people.
I got the thought that when I’m back to college which would be tomorrow, most of my friends will become fatter, including me. Last semester, my friends always put on diet and only eat lunch which usually just cookies or bread. Bah. I wasn’t like that at all. I bought full packed of rice and lauk in the polystyrene every time it was lunch time. I couldn’t miss breakfast, lunch and dinner even once or I’ll turn out being hungry for the rest of the day. So basically, they would let out their hungriness at home because they were like ikat perut all the time in hostel. I wonder if they were out of budget. They bought new clothes, bags and shoes every month which was so different compared to me. I used same baju kurung I used to wear when I was 13-year old, used bag from my sister which I took without her knowing (buahahahaha!), a pair of tore shoe I used for two semesters. But I still so broke! Whyy??!! T.T
No worry, I’m still in same figure but big stomach due to bad habit napping after eating. I played computer all the time even if I didn’t eat for the rest of the day, I didn’t mind at all as long as I could play and stay connected to internet. >:3 For now, I’m saving some money which I will spend on this game (Destiny Online, of course no else). I’m full of spirit to start this new semester (actually not, AT ALL!) because ………… hmm okey Imma stop pretending. I HATE GOING BACK TO COLLEGE WAA~~~ I want to stay at home. -.- Patient yan..be patient. Just 4 months…. *huhuuuu* Till then, let the time tells. =)