What's new after months not blogging?

There are lots of events, incidents and new experiences I had in the past months. And now, after looking back at my blog, I feel like it's such a waste not to blog every single moment that I got through. I always read my old posts. Yes I do and I laugh at my own work. It is fun to recall and imagine back the funny, happy, sad moments as I read the posts.

It has been fine month after I moved to the main campus. Still, I don't really get new friends.. well, some I think.. I mean one or three...wait.. under 10 ? Oh well. I'm so slow in mingling with the new people, new environment and I need time to get used to the new places. Not like some people, they've got lots of friends after just days being with a bunch of 'strangers' around them, at least, that's what I call to the people I dont really know. I find it fake..or awkward to talk with people we're not used to be with. In most conversations, I tend to be the 'talker' not the 'listener' and I hate to talk! I'm always out of ideas and it'll be the time that I come out with stupid jokes, telling my stupid secrets and bout my past. And I'll always regret after that for telling the stuffs to them -__-

Actually, I don't really want to know about their lives, where they live, how many their siblings..? etc what-so-ever the same questions people used to ask when meeting people. And I don't even want to know their names!! So what? It's me. Haha. No wonder Im so ignorant. Plus I only meet the same faces everyday, sit with same people, eat with the same friends, back walking with the same GEEKY friends. No offense but, I think all my friends are geek. XD From high school till now. But they're the one who always make me laugh, they're the one who accompany me when I'm lonely and they're the one who always make me like wanting to SHOUT hella out there!! They're the one. :)

In these few days, I find myself a little bit more sentimental than the normal me. Maybe because I'm not happy. Yes.. I'm not happy. I'm not happy with everything that I got. Although the others always find me smiling, joking around but deep here, I'm not happy.. OMG, even in my own blog I find it hard to express my sad feelings... that's why I always tell the silly things, etc

The Water Runs Out!

This morning, the first thing I heard was, "There's no water in toilet!". Plus, it was 8.30 am and my class supposed to be at 9 am. O.O Quickly I went with big pace to the toilet and waited at the outside for my turn as there was only one toilet can be used because it has tank water. Unfortunately, when it was my turn the water ran out COMPLETELY! O'sheeee! And it turned I went to class with perfumes sprayed on unusually to cover that-might-be-of-bad-smell-of-unbathed-person :O

Gladly, the water came back at night when I was asleep (I sleep a lot nowadays like 15 hours average). We kinda celebrated for the returning of water as we ordered McDonalds that night. I could see happy faces as we eat though there was a bit conflict because Sena took wrong order and ended up one of us didn't get her order. At last, we made a new order for her. Other reason was because the food weren't enough, the set didn't have fries >:/

Same problem almost every order me made for the last 4 days having McDonalds as our supper. Grr... Couldn't they be more careful and responsible?

Oh yeah, I might consider of exercising as we have had fast food straight in 4 days. Aaahh…

Sleepy Day

Last night I slept at 4 am. I wandered all the time though I've finished the thing I should do to find a topic for the speech I'm gonna do after mid-term. The next day would be the deadline to send the topic tho. But I couldn't keep myself stand/sit still! Then I went to bed at 3 am... @.@ I couldn't. There was voice whispering and like crying under a blanket not so far from where I laid..

My friend was arguing with her boyfriend.. -__- omg

Btw, this post is a draft which I have delayed for months, but im feeling like to post it anyway haha. So this has nothing new, but just a past :)

No Internet kills me so much

Ahah, no it’s not. I’m still alive and writing this entry. But I’ve been in no mood since I couldn’t get internet connection 3 days ago. I got nothing to do and ate 3 apples and 2 pears in the morning just to make the boredom I felt at least gone a little. Yeah, like people always say, when we bored we get to eat something, not because we’re hungry, but because we’re bored. Just a great time that tomorrow I’m going back to college and this suxx a lot that I couldn’t get to internet and at least to say something to my friends in the game. =/

In these days (without internet), I watched 5 movies straight every day. Thank goodness there are bunch of movies in my laptop I copied from senior sister in my dome and from the cybercafe’s bro and still got a lot to watch. Damn I’m so bored without internet. Else what I did, I played with Photoshop and ended up making nice and happy-go-lucky wallpaper just suited my taste very much. I have many friends who are talented in computers like programmers and designers whom I learned so many things from them. Weirdly, I never meet them in real life. I knew them from this forum which we called as LG (totally not the brand name a.k.a Life’s Good) and we were like family there. Basically, it’s all about hacking site. But it turned out me still hanging out there because I got to meet great people.

I got the thought that when I’m back to college which would be tomorrow, most of my friends will become fatter, including me. Last semester, my friends always put on diet and only eat lunch which usually just cookies or bread. Bah. I wasn’t like that at all. I bought full packed of rice and lauk in the polystyrene every time it was lunch time. I couldn’t miss breakfast, lunch and dinner even once or I’ll turn out being hungry for the rest of the day. So basically, they would let out their hungriness at home because they were like ikat perut all the time in hostel. I wonder if they were out of budget. They bought new clothes, bags and shoes every month which was so different compared to me. I used same baju kurung I used to wear when I was 13-year old, used bag from my sister which I took without her knowing (buahahahaha!), a pair of tore shoe I used for two semesters. But I still so broke! Whyy??!! T.T

No worry, I’m still in same figure but big stomach due to bad habit napping after eating. I played computer all the time even if I didn’t eat for the rest of the day, I didn’t mind at all as long as I could play and stay connected to internet. >:3 For now, I’m saving some money which I will spend on this game (Destiny Online, of course no else). I’m full of spirit to start this new semester (actually not, AT ALL!) because ………… hmm okey Imma stop pretending. I HATE GOING BACK TO COLLEGE WAA~~~ I want to stay at home. -.- Patient yan..be patient. Just 4 months…. *huhuuuu* Till then, let the time tells. =)

Embarrassing Day

Again, today I woke up so early in the morning to wait those workers to come. Fortunately, they did come today not like before. With big smile on my face, I led the way to balcony where they would do the works. They had to pass through my room and I thought I had cleaned up all things before they came..

Then I went to my lappy to start my routine I have been doing in these three months which is playing Destiny Online. I didn’t expect anything even when one of the workers came to the door and stood there; he was like to say something but walked away... Hmm still, I expected nothing.

Until then, SNAP!! I remembered 2 my panties still there laying on my bed beautifully! OMG!! 5 unknown men had seen my panties waaahh!! Stupid idea to dry my panties @.@ So that’s what that man was trying to tell.. And that was really EMBARRASSING!!! I just ran to my room and quickly took those panties, but the time I was there, a worker was changing his clothes. Thank goodness just his upper side... I would not dare to see more though arrghhh. And what annoyed me was when I was taking my panties he stood there and just looked at me with that innocent smile (I think kinda greeting smile). Oh please, for my sake can you at least turn around and pretend not to see?! *sob sob* actually there’s another hanged panty in the toilet but I forgot to take and I left it there in hope they would not get in to the toilet. But it wasn’t as I expected T_T

Bad starting day really. I came downstairs with pile of dirty clothes and two words came out from my mouth, “Oh sheet!”. I think at 11 am suddenly I was disconnected. I picked up the phone which I usually do whenever I got dc’ed to repair the connection. But this time it was different. The phone gave no tones at all. Hmmph, I thought it would be just for a while. And I waited till 5pm >:S and what I got, the phone’s wire was cut off in accidently when the workers brought down the roof from second floor. BAD NEWS for meeeee!!! No internet till TM NET comes to the rescue!!~~ This will take days before the line will come back ><>:3

Back at home, I finished that Char Kuew Teow –slowly- even that I was so full. Still so sad though deep inside ( emo emo~ ) NO INTERNET still! Guess got no luck that I may go back to college in these next 2 days without playing Destiny Online at all. Thank goodness I gave my pass to my IGN future husband to take care of my char. Still hoping the phone line will back up soon, really really soon before I go back to college ><

P/s: I just realized that I’ve wrote a super long blog entry. Must be coz I got no internet waa~~ So bored so bored..

Tiring Day

Today I woke up so early to complete the unfinished work that I supposed to do last night which was, to clean my cats' poo. @_@ Yeah, it's been kept ever since I got back home like, umm lemme see, 2 months and half ago ;x Yeah, the poos were mounted and I had to take deep breath whenever I had to pile them into the bucket. Then the next step, xD I threw all of it to the toilet and flush them altogether ( hoped not gonna stuck or blow out and I would be so dead ).

The thing why I was so sudden to cleaning the disgusting poos was because of my house going to be renovated. The ceiling has so many holes due to the leaking whenever it's raining. My mom asked me ( it's a must though xD) so that we wouldn't get embarrassed to the people who gonna do the work renovating our house. But it was my plan though to clean it this week seemed that this week is the last one for me to be at home. I'm going back to college ( waa!! I'm so hating to go back to school since kindergarten! >:( even I had to hold tight the front gate of school. Yeah, it's based of true story of myself xD) Anyway, I'm thinking of doing good deed at least before I go back to college * angel face*

The thought of getting back to college for new semester really runs in my mind every seconds as it nears to the date until I forgot my best-friend birthday :O Gomenasai Lina ! I'll call you tomorrow I promise ><>:3 thanks to my elder sister who used to share same room with me, bah .

I waited, waited and waited ~ But the workers still hadn't come to my house. What??!! after all my hard work . . . I'm so ..speechless. They didn't come at all today ! grrr.. But thinking back, if not because of them also I wont get my lazy butt to get off cleaning those things. Aah I feel a bit fresh after got my body did some works ( feel fresh after cleaning poos??). I spent my 3 months holiday to be just in front of the computer ~ hmm I guess 2 weeks to be cut coz I went to vacation. I was so addicted to this game and still am! It's Destiny Online =) I got level 84 there being 24/7 infront of my lappy grinding and heavy quests xD

Anyway, I hope that my college will not block Destiny Online so I can still play it there without going to cybercafe. Plus, I'm certain that it'll be so lag and I will not be able to move my char =/ Hmmph, then I have to say bye bye to my Destiny Online. I will be back after 4 months :3

I just don't understand men :(

They get near to us,
Get close, closer and closer,
Making us feel they're important to us,
But they didnt do what they suppose to do.

O'please men these days,
Stand up and show us what you got,
Make the first step,
Don't let us waiting.

That's just what I want you to do,
Dont make us waiting and feel desperate,
For the sake of men, show some braveness,
And make the first step. >:/

Until then, we wait no more,
You blame us for nothing,
With what you miss the chance to say,
Those simple words.

When the time we leave you,
You just realize the big loss you have had,
But there is no turning back,
Especially for you that never get to learn!

For the last thing I want to say,
Just go on with your life,
And me, myself as well,
Because we're just not gonna get along,

As time passes,
The relationship we had between us,
Is fading away,
And I'm afraid that it'll turn out to hating you.

So please,
Stop blaming me,
Or at least understand me,
And stop taking out all the blame to me..

P/s: This is dedicated to a person I met in online game anyway xD

Drinking pee

I've heard some doctors in china say that drinking pee is good for health as they've done a research that pee has some leftover nutrients that we should drink it back to have complete benefits and nutrients from what we've eaten. But in any way, it would be on the top list of my icky thing if I had to do so.

Ahaha, you may have been wondering why i made this entry. Just having time to kill =) I got no idea to write lerx :O my blog hasnt been updated for so long and I'm blurr rite now. Aww, *think think*