I just don't understand men :(

They get near to us,
Get close, closer and closer,
Making us feel they're important to us,
But they didnt do what they suppose to do.

O'please men these days,
Stand up and show us what you got,
Make the first step,
Don't let us waiting.

Confess!
That's just what I want you to do,
Dont make us waiting and feel desperate,
For the sake of men, show some braveness,
And make the first step. >:/

Until then, we wait no more,
You blame us for nothing,
With what you miss the chance to say,
Those simple words.

When the time we leave you,
You just realize the big loss you have had,
But there is no turning back,
Especially for you that never get to learn!

For the last thing I want to say,
Just go on with your life,
And me, myself as well,
Because we're just not gonna get along,

As time passes,
The relationship we had between us,
Is fading away,
And I'm afraid that it'll turn out to hating you.

So please,
Stop blaming me,
Or at least understand me,
And stop taking out all the blame to me..


P/s: This is dedicated to a person I met in online game anyway xD

Drinking pee

I've heard some doctors in china say that drinking pee is good for health as they've done a research that pee has some leftover nutrients that we should drink it back to have complete benefits and nutrients from what we've eaten. But in any way, it would be on the top list of my icky thing if I had to do so.

Ahaha, you may have been wondering why i made this entry. Just having time to kill =) I got no idea to write lerx :O my blog hasnt been updated for so long and I'm blurr rite now. Aww, *think think*

Recently

I'm in hurry though. I promised to myself to get just 30 minutes online, and it was 2 hours and 30 minutes ago. Oh well, it's been days after I updated my profile. Just a few more days that I'd buy new laptop and I think imma have new theme of my blog page. As you can see, it sucks, boring and just plain.

Today, yet another same day I've been through. But slightly different. I had a problem when I want to defecate. Yeah, a lil disgusting story but Imma tell though. It got stuck for almost 30 minutes. It really hurts my ass. This due to my eating habit of chocolate powder. I eat them for breakfast, lunch and dinner. That's why my poop was really dark-brown. XD Haha

Okey, stop talking about those stinky thingy. Anyway, I took some recipes to cook for tomorrow. I plan to cook meat and chicken. Two side-dishes would be perfect, maybe imma make some omelet. Talking about omelet, once I made it following the recipes I got from the PS1 game named Harvest Moon. It was a simple one. Just an egg and milk. I just want to taste it. So I made it again and over again until there was a time I wanted to puke after eating it. Then I just stopped right there and never make that dish until now. Yeah, I'm planning to make it tomorrow.

Another 2 days to go until that I'll go back to my hostel continue studying for the second semester. Now these thoughts came to my mind, "What was I doing all this long that just 2 days to go that I had to go back to my hostel?". I guess this semester wouldn't be much worse that before because I'd have new laptop! Can't wait to having it X3